29 November 2007

The drugs don't work; they just make you worse.


First of all, I am not working today and I am sooo excited. I think I've taken a total of maybe four days off all year just for long weekends and stuff but now starts my seven days in a row vacation. Of course by vacation, I do mean frantic preparations for my wedding for the next couple days. I should've been blogging about this whole wedding planning process but I've been too busy. It is a pain in the butt. I am a bargain shopper but it is nearly impossible to get a bargain when you are planning for a wedding. Also I have been disillusioned sooo many times. In my mind I had an idea of how much everything should cost. The only thing I was right about was the honeymoon to Florida which is actually a good deal. Everything else is about three times as expensive (for the low end) as I thought it was. I'll just give you an example: the going rate for good bakery wedding cakes with absolutely no frills is $4 a person in this area. If you are planning on over two-hundred guests, it starts to add up. Anyway, after some soul searching I have come to terms with most of that and learned much gratitude for my parents who are paying for A LOT of stuff.

In the meantime I noticed my vertigo has been coming back mostly at night as I toss and turn in bed with a little bit of left over in the morning and eventually disappearing through the day. Then I looked at my prescription bottle for the antihistamine drug I take only at night (so I don't fall asleep at work and stuff). The last side effect says "May Cause Dizziness." That's right. An anti-dizziness medication that might actually cause dizziness. The pharmacist said that doesn't make sense (only 2%, she said, experience this symptom). The nurse also said that doesn't make sense because it's supposed to cure dizziness. Um yeah; don't I know it. Anyway, there's still the possibility that there's no connection so the only thing I can do is not take the drug tonight and see what happens. I wanted to tell the nurse but I'm getting married! The reception is Friday! I don't want to try a little experiment; I just want to know!

In other evening-out-the-universe news, my car got towed last night. From the parking lot where I live (technically only Chris lives there now, but I did sign the lease and I do have a parking pass). My parking pass is a "guest" pass but all the guest spots were full and we were only going in for a little while so I parked in the regular lot which ALWAYS has open spaces. The little mercenaries charged me $150 and most of my dignity. (The "but I'm getting married!" phrase came to mind, but I know towing companies have no soul so I didn't even bother.) In the end, better me than one of our guests. Now we know--do NOT park in our lot when you come to visit us!!!

26 November 2007

vertigo


uggh. i really can not look at this picture right now. i woke up in the middle of the night last night and this is truly how everything looked. one of my co-workers called it psychosomatic because i'm freaked out about the wedding. but actually this is the least freaked out i've been. i feel really pretty good about the wedding. except for some little details, all the crappity-crap that is not my forte is taken care of (as long as everyone and thing shows up that needs to). and i am really in love. i do, though, for reals have some vertigo. i was worried enough about falling over as i walked down the street to my office that i decided to work from home. i like to say it with an accent on the 'i' though. like the game stratego. ver-TI-go...

02 November 2007

Human Amusements at Hourly Rates


Yesterday i was really bored at work and i typed ireallydontcare.com into my browser. It was amusing. In the meantime the wedding planning has turned a corner and it's not so awfully stressful now. Also, my future husband is moving into our new place today--right now, actually. I think I might run by after work to stock the place with essentials like two-ply toilet paper. There are some things you just have to splurge on.